The First Essay

I wonder if I am the only one who feels that any spare time they have they should be reading about how to write an Memoir? This is only the beginning.  I have read all that is assigned, worked on my list. Why am I procrastinating about starting to write the draft. Will I wait until the last minute? My listing goes from one extreme to the to other but all evolves around a subject. What will I focus on? Not sure yet. What will I write to keep the readers fom putting it down?  I have never been one to read alot usually get bored and my mind wanders off to anything other than what I was trying to read. I have noticed when reading the assigned essays how that has not been happening. Maybe I had just been reading things that were boring and could not keep my interest? I am anxious to see what  actually comes out in the end!!